nostalgia

i needa finish college apps

my dog has been missing since saturday and i’m really sad about that. i’m worried because the weather is cold and cyrus is skinny and gets cold easily. he’s been part of my joy for living at battle creek and coming home late at night after a demanding practice. cyrus made everything better and worthwhile. and now, he’s gone. ): i just really hope that a good family has found him and is willing to return him at the sight of a lost dog sign.

was fun, i guess. haha, i didn’t really dance but oh well. i’m not much of a “git it on the floor” type of girl. haha, my friends though can faareaaaak! but, they’re still cute. the dance ended around 11ish and then we waited in the car for a good 20 mins. it was so chilly out! after we all drove to bri’s and decided to go to in-n-out. some went home and some came. it was yummy. i even reunited with a couple of my elementary school friends which was really random but cool. after we were satisfied with the fill of the savory delicaces in our stomaches, we left for home. and now, here i am telling the world my experience at my first homecoming dance. that’s all for now. (:

dang, why are all these underclassmen here? they prevented my bestfriend from going and they aren’t even in mock trials! it’s all bull.

damn. i hate lectures. especially when they’re about stupid crap that you already know. and then the parent emphasizes that you “know everything” and how “you’re only as good as you want yourself to be.” it’s all a bunch of crap. i know myself and i know what i want to do with my life. please don’t tell me what i already know because it’s a waste of my time. that was an hour of my life that i couldve used to study. oh wait, wasn’t studying what you were just talking about? yeah, i know what studying is. i’m not a dumbass. this time period is different than yours. i know you were a teenager once but you aren’t one anymore. yes, i like to have a life. i like my friends and yes they do support me and tell me when im being stupid. don’t tell me how to run my life, please. this old news. i understand completely so do yourself a favor and save your breath. don’t freaking talk to me about crap i already know. im fully aware of it. my future is mine. not yours. please just let me be, you don’t understand how difficult it is to run my life. i feel bad enough as is. don’t put me down even more because it gives you something to do for an hour. let me live my life and ill let you live yours.

so like, i’m really antsy right now. electoral votes are getting closer to that grand number: 270. but, obama is in the lead. please mccain, pull through and be the maverick i know you are. whatever happens, God has a plan. it may not be the same as my plan but, God is good. He knows better.

God is good, all the time
&all the time, God is good