what happened to me?
everything is a test
sometimes i feel so unmotivated it makes me want to just quit. just quit and like bum out and live off of a waitress’s salary. a bit on the emo side, i know. but is it really?
because sometimes i don’t know if my mind is ambitious enough to live up to the ambition in my heart. it’s supposed to be mind over matter right?
it’s just that, i want so many great things in life. SO many great things not just for myself, but for people worldwide. i want to make that difference. but sometimes i find myself asking myself if i want these things bad enough. and sometimes i can’t answer that question.
i constantly act on a whim and am never sure of what i really want. i don’t know. i just don’t know. i’m rambling.
i NEED more motivation. i WANT more motivation.
well, i guess that’s at least one thing i’m sure of.